Everyone keeps asking what my 'backup plan' is like my dream is guilty until proven successful. I get it, they worry, but man it's exhausting defending a hobby you love before you've even failed at it. Just once I want someone to ask what I'm excited about.

Watched an old cricket underdog movie with the squad on call, all of us muted our own screens to sync the countdown. Cried during the climax and instantly blamed the ceiling fan dust. Best thing about friends is nobody calls out the lie.

50 subscribers and honestly it feels bigger than any exam mark I've gotten. My parents think streaming is 'time waste' but 50 strangers chose to hear my voice, and that's not nothing. Slow grind but the small numbers feel loud when they're yours.

Started a shonen 'just one episode' at 11pm and the sun was up when I checked next. Why do these shows make me cry about friendship at 4am like a whole philosopher. No spoilers but that training arc rebuilt my will to attend college.

1 HP clutch

Bro I clutched a 1v3 on 1 HP last night and screamed so loud my mummy came to check if I fell off the bed. Whole squad was dead, I was shaking, and somehow the crosshair listened for once. Peak gamer moment, worst neighbour moment.